Archive for February, 2009
I have been neglecting this thing for a very long time now. Put simply, life has gotten in the way.
I have been stressed out by so many little things, my brain just doesn’t know what to do with itself anymore. I am supposed to be a human calendar remembering not only my own stuff, but everyone else’s too. To-Do Lists are literally shooting out my ass, I have so many going on in multiple places so I don’t forget and guess what? I FORGET! My days would be much more productive and less complicated if I would be allowed an hour of silence to I can organize my brain.
Will that ever happen? Doubtful, but I continue to be optimistic, as hard as it might be and try my best to make it so.
Another huge stressor is no one but me knows how to clean and tidy up. I am constantly “reminding” the males in this house to clean up after themselves and to stop leaving crap all over the place thinking I will get sick of seeing it there and clean it myself. That and the inability to lend a helping hand around the house with other things. I am beyond tired of watching all 3 of them kick things out of their way or jam it in a shelf thinking it’s all good and put away. So in the end, naturally I’m the one doing it all anyway.
So, what’s a girl to do? Curl up into a ball and have a much needed meltdown. Since my voice has become nothing more than a whisper in a crowded room, it feels as though I have no other option.