Girl Crush

I know I’m not the only one out there who has a crush on someone of the same sex.  Well, I happen to have two.  Ellen Degeneres and Katherine Moennig, who plays Shane McCutcheon on the L word.  

What I love about Ellen is she’s so down to earth and isn’t afraid to be herself.  She is beautiful both inside and out and you can see that in her eyes.  I love the way she dresses and carries herself and her sense of humor is something I can have in my life on a daily basis.  That is something I find sexy in anyone!

I don’t know what it is about Shane, but HOLY CRAP!  I tell ya, if she were to ever come up to me on the street and even show a remote interest in me, I’d fall right over.  I know for sure it’s her face and her voice.  That girl oozes sex wherever she goes.  She can stand to put a little more meat on her bones, but other than that I wouldn’t throw her away.

My cousin and I were talking earlier and I asked her if there was a way to combine the two of them and make them one because if I had to choose, I wouldn’t be able to.  She said that’s what threesomes are for!

I can say this much.  With all the crap I’ve had to deal with when dating men in the past, if anything were to happen to my marriage, I would call it quits.  I will not get married again as I believe it’s a one time deal and shouldn’t be taken lightly.  I think that if I were to ever date again, it certainly won’t be with another man!  Done.  Finished.

With that being said, does that make me Gay?  Bi?  Straight?  Does it really matter?  I am still me, right?

I truly believe that if you are happy, in love and are loved, then it really doesn’t matter who it is that makes you feel that way.  Another man, another woman…As long as you are happy, that should be all that matters.

If only it were that simple.